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The Emo EP

by yønderwuff

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1.
Werewolf 03:25
midnight coming moonlight coming creatures scurry on the forest floor so cunning bite, bite my neck you're the werewolf and i am the obvious prospect sink your teeth deep into my flesh tear my heart out til there's nothing left full moon rising above a darkened forest wind whispers eerie like a pelopennesian chorus like there's something ominous, blasphemous lurking just before us i try to block it out and just ignore it til i passed by a clearing in the greenery struck by the scenery i paused for just a moment then a heinous creature was awoken to enact its evil vow more ancient than diocletian, emperor of the romans it must have felt that i was encroaching so it leapt right in front of me like it just had to be noticed heart bursting with emotion it bared its claws and fangs i hoped and prayed that i would be saved by a wizard with a panacea potion as i was beholding it started approaching in an unbroken motion i was terrified, heart was beating i had visions of my death by disembowelment in the jaws of this creature devoured like the vegan cheese or chorizo that i use to season up my favorite pizza felt for a minute like i could win in a fight against it but in truth in my demeanor knew i was much weaker last time i won a match it was in soul calibur with my brother who was playing as yoshimitsu just then it seemed to look right into my open eyes and i saw the commonalities we had inside and i saw its pride felt it was telepathically asking me never again to hide cuz we're all creatures of the verdant forest we all need the sun to shine entwined with days of torrents the way you treat each other is abhorrent so the werewolf implored me
2.
my love lights the fires of passion in my heart imparts the desire to slacken in their arms i love their effortless charms wanna keep them safe from treacherous harms in a world so hostile i love my lover like i hate the police like i hate their crooked deceit love is beauty is truth and God is merciful, the love of my lover is proof sun shining on their beautiful face as we're sitting feeling smitten in the usual place though i cannot control fate i want my words to hold weight i wanna show my love in a dutiful way practice patience like a buddhist would say love their features like luda or wayne failed them like judas, they said 'et tu, brute?' to this day never wanna do them that way so i traveled down the path towards forgiveness redemption is a treasure, with Allah as my witness a passionate love began to flower like hibiscus an unbreakable bond beyond physical distance my lover is a wild beast ravenous like a lioness before a fine feast doesn't even matter how much they malign me as long as i can still make my lover's warm smile crease puts my soul at peace like reciting the Qur'ān in a beautiful speech like Allah is as-Salaam over all the 'alameen like coolness pouring over in a plentiful stream soft like a dream from al-Haleem my lover's got my back against the wiles of the machine in my lover's embrace i'm granted vision love means revolt means total abolition
3.
Sorry 02:49
i'm sorry for the way that i treated you sorry for the space i created that was beneath of you sorry what i did was unspeakable i'm sorry for the hurt that i caused touched the sky but i'm still sleeping in the dirt i hope you can come to forgive me live with me, it's a miracle that i am still living still willing still rapping about what i am still feeling still not perfect, i know that i am still healing still sorry cuz you're worrying about me sick at the vision of politicians building a world without me while the oceans fill with plastics and algae the hate is linked together in denial of reality i'm sorry i always get to preaching i'm sorry i don't do boxes, i fit in between them feeling so weak but i'll intercede in the world as i see it got to believe me i refuse to turn my back on the billion sentient creatures under babylon's attack i refuse to shut my eyes on the ecocidal violent genocide that i despise i don't mean to make you cry shed the armor of the militant and sing a lullaby wonder why we gotta say goodbye gotta rectify maybe exorcize our pain over a slice of pumpkin pie do it with coconut cream, make it together i promise you you have a place in my heart forever no matter how the thread of our lives ends up woven i'll cherish your love and i'll always uphold it i fight out of love, love for all living things God bestowed His love on me as an ever-flowing spring in the life of a militant, my love is my weapon and my words are my instrument
4.
the blood i bleed from our history can't get used to all this damage can't get used to all this damage the blood i bleed from our history lost too many to this poison lost too many to this poison i got so many thoughts always swirling yearning always to do right by my girls and speak with dignity, respect, reciprocity never to speak down to a fellow creature hostilely but it's a loss to me i hurt my loved ones despite my intentions further offensive swerve from the blessings turn in repentance burn in the furnace of my deepest regrets and deepest confessions guarded by the archangel Raphael blow upon your trumpet save me from my plummet my soul fell from the summit left to dwell in hell so far from it cannot overcome it imma numb it til i cannot function wanna tread the Straight Path but always there's a rupture lost in corruption like a politician capital's a death cult and we are all the victims battered as children, a humyn condition animals are brutalized from our lack of vision sing a prison song like down of a system patriarchal gender role violence sadistic i lost my fucking sister tell you again: i lost my fucking sister could not persist past the dark days of winter history of trauma and abuse and that means intracommunity shit too so i spit my pain over a sick loop bass, drums, keyboards, and it's a hit tune i'm shouting this message to the youth: please don't leave, you just need the proper space to bloom the right creates strife for a so-called politics of life but their life is death for everything in sight...
5.
call upon my sisters, keep me strong know this journey may be long but the taste of freedom cannot be compared to anything so i sing an ode to your melodiousness of spirit i pray that you can hear it i am unapologetic never to regret my effeminate aesthetic never to repress my erotic dispositions though it may upset bearded scholars and the christians make a war for the imposition of their inhibitions never to consider their privileged positions in this epistemic conflict censoring the liminal, it's constant we're blessed individuals but living without prospects i don't wanna rhyme about my sorrows exclusively but i know we'd be fools to be totally aloof to the creeping genocide they're inflicting on the effervescent youth of today gone by tomorrow fuckers say they pray but their prayers are fucking hollow psychically brutally mutilate through evangelical exegesis telling us in the eyes of Jesus we're diseased like our elders' lesions but in truth know my nature is finery finer than the diamonds of the upper crust society my life is a saga of alchemical hermetic synthetic application of the dialectic daily struggle in the field of ethics the love of Allah is my vital weapon testament to the reverent of His benevolence mysterious presence, supreme dimension of His essence
6.
لَا حَوْلَ وَلَا قُوَّةَ إِلَّا بِٱللَّٰهِ ٱلْعَلِيِّ ٱلْعَظِيمِ أَسْتَغْفِرُ ٱللَّٰهَ ٱلْعَظِيمِ أَسْتَغْفِرُ ٱللَّٰهَ الْحَلِـيمْ

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this album is dedicated first and foremost to all the trans sisters + brothers + siblings who we have lost + all those who continue to struggle for their lives in this genderphobic ecocidal leviathanic hell world we have been thrown into

yønderwuff would also like to thank:

almighty Allah (subhanahu wa ta'ala)

their biological + chosen families (u r loved + know who u r)

all the trans juggalo homies who continually struggle to transcend this carnival of carnage through right thought + right action

all queer + trans rappers to pave the way, particularly those Black queer + trans rappers who have never gotten their proper flowers in a white- and cishet-centric world, particularly backxwash and blxck cxsper, two Black pioneers of the """montréal""" queer rap scene

the massachusett + kanienʼkehá꞉ka peoples on whose occupied traditional territories the artist was raised + nourished, and all the onkwehon:we (original peoples) of this beautiful continent balanced firmly on a turtle, that they may be granted restitution + healing from 500+ years of settler colonial violence

and finally every xvx artist to put ever forward the message of self, humyn, earth + animal liberation, particularly earth crisis, without whom this project would not exist

credits

released June 1, 2023

all lyrics + vocals by yønderwuff

"werewolf" prod. john serra productions
"my love lights the fires of passion" prod. IZDOG / izmotracks
"sorry" prod. pretty
"the blood i bleed & the ones we've lost" prod. evhenii titovskii
"chance meeting on a dissecting table of my fist and your face" prod. bxxnose
"il n'y a de puissance ni de pouvoir qu'en Allah" prod. yønderwuff & ash vestal of kfc murder chicks

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yønderwuff Salem, Massachusetts

vegan • trans • muslim • anarchist

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